Being raped or molested forces you to grow up fast. Some turn gay, some become promiscuous while others withdraw from having sex. Some are hard to love while others live in fear, some carry the weight of the world on their shoulders because they can’t let go of what happened to them. I was raped at the age of 4 & later molested by the time I became a teen. The memory of my rape was suppressed while the scars of my molestation scarred me emotionally the majority of my life. I became promiscuous & got involved with hustlers because of the environment I was raised in. By the age of 14, I was introduced to hustling.

My promiscuous lifestyle didn’t stop once I became married. I later became involved with a pimp I met on Facebook & became his Ride or Die Chic because I didn’t value my worth and Yes sisters a man can get you to come off those bags if that conversation is right & you don’t know your worth. I indulged in heavy drinking & smoking 3 packs of cigarettes a day to fill a void only God could fill.

My story may not be your story but if you have been molested or raped I encourage you to forgive yourself it wasn’t your fault. Allow God to heal you from the inside out. Last but not least once you know your worth in God your past can no longer make you feel worthless. If you have experience being raped or molested & need a word of prayer or a word of encouragement please contact me by email @ rosefromreflection2019@gmail.com I can call you also if you wish please leave contact info when you send email. My prayer is for God to strengthen you as you go through this life’s journey. #ItHappened #2MeToo